crazy day..

hahha...one week nv write blog le woh~!!!! hahaa..to all my 'supporters' sorri sia..hahaha..quite update on tis week..tis week went veri fast..like Japan's bullet train..wow wow..days as usual..go sch do project work on coding..days realli pass veri fast..haha...but mi today veri hyper active..i aslo wonder wat happen to mi sia...hahaha...but for now its a quiet moment..i m so so tired...maybe write more tml..hee hee..

hAo gAnG dOnG ah..

hiya..today i in a happy mood..haha..dat's bcoz my gd gd fren from ncs cum visit mi..i so gang dong..after stuck in sch for 2 mths...so suddenly c her..i veri e happi..naturally i also act like xiao zha po..but nvm la..haha..i suddenly found dat i miss all my old frens veri much sia..like long time no c..sob sob...hope faster fypj n ipp kuai dian over...so i can start nx sem...looking forward...yessss...but i wonder my attachment go where sia..don wan ulu ulu..don wan pay low..don wan wear formal..hahaha..

gals r trouble

time of the month again~! argh i hate it..it gives mi horrid hormones which has been spinning out of control..2 hrs ago i felt all depressed..den ta-da~! e nx moment i felt alright like nothing has ever happened..mood swings...madness..causing mi headaches..affecting mi when i at sch..these 2 days i feel like exploding at every little single thing..but manage to keep my temper..onli explode a tweeny bit..sian 1/2..realli not in e mood..yuck..doing programming also make mi mad..suddenly i wonder if i hate programming..i wouldn't wan to do sometink i hate as a job for e rest of my life..haiz...weather's cool today..i kind of like it..=p

CrYiNg tEaRs...

TodAy..i reAd a veri gd book. the storyline was about a teenage gal's life..her frens, her family, her sch n her love life...y tis gal's life suddenly turned upside down...n eventually fought her best to sort her life out...when she can't, she juz resort to crying to let it all out..haiz..but tis story is quite touching..in e sense dat i can sense e gal's determination to keep her life going...so sad to e pt dat i cried again..but i tink it bcoz of e music i listening..veri touch leh..maybe my own life now isn't dat wonderful n happy..maybe i always gave pple e image i m a cheerful n funni gal ba..but i guess they r all wrong..tis world...all e pple..don care about mi..they juz wan mi to stay out of trouble n stay my cheerful n 'guai guai' self...when can i find true frens n family dat truly cares bout mi..i realli veri 'xin ku'...my tears r all crying..but who will c...nobody...

happy day..

haha..today duno y i haf e feeling to write a new entry for my blog..hmmm...maybe xin qing hao ba..especially today is friday...weekend le..finally can kind of relax liao??
hmmm..today is yungting birthday!! so congrats to u o..but don tink u noe my blog also..haha..anyway juz wish u here lor..20 yrs old o..so fast..but it reminds mi i be growing older soon also..haiz..lao le..so sad..
still searching for tis person contacts..dunno where to find tis person jialat..i c tis person in sch..but still don dare to tok to dat person directly sia..so now muz tou tou go look for e contact means..ahhh..driving mi crazy liao..suan le..leave it to fate..let fate decide everytink ba..hahahaha...lol..kk liao..i tink e pple reading my blog will grow crazy too..coz today e topic i toking abit crap hor..haha..bai for now..

dou jiang you tiao~!??

its another monday..haha..but dunno y e weather is so veri nice today..kind of sunny...maybe when a person's mood is gd, e way he/she @@ e world is also beautiful!!haha..anyway these 2 days i haf been listening to e song by JJ call "dou jiang you tiao". i found e song veri sweet n catchy..haha..got time u guys shld go listen..e melody of e song is veri simple..e lyrics quite meaningful..also..like it..^^*

A Dream

爱上未来的你， 你一定是我想达到的天堂。。等等等。。你在哪里呢？？

Stressful day..

i used to tink dat going to sch is not stressful at all...its mostly about balancing work n play..but dunno y today i felt veri stressed out by e pple ard mi...suddenly feel veri threatened by pple ard mi..haiz..tink i m not catching up wif my work..so abit troubled..naturally my moods also got affected today..shou bu liao le..i muz catch up fast..hmph..its showtime!! today i also made a big decision...haha..i will stick to it..*cannot tell*..haha..^^..getting more tired by e day..fypj isn't as fun as i made it out to be >.<

memories??

Today, i went to a fren house to help her practise cooking desert to prepare for an upcoming party...small gatherings like these wif my old frens r veri rare nowadays..so as usual had alot of fun together..especially preparing dessert wif my fav ingrediant!! Chocolate..!! haha...den e dessert surprising quite gd to my taste..haha..abit too sweet but i helped to clear it up le..lol..den we looked at some photos together..suddenly found dat e three of us changed alot..den at dat moment realli feel abit like crying..maybe we have changed alot better rite now..but dunno y miss e past alot..haha..maybe grow old le ba..keke..haha..maybe in e past we were more tian zhen ba..haha..den always veri lively..now all of us veri busy so cant realli meet up again..but nvm..we all haf improved in diff ways..especially we r becuming cuter le!!
gals, we muz break e curse soon o!! tink u noe wat i toking bout rite?? ha...^^*

Wat Fate Does..

Today, i finally realise everytink was predestined...e place u r born in, e time, ur family, ur frens...maybe i juz started to cherish e tinks n pple ard mi ba..i donno y everytink seems so vulnerable now...like i may lose anytink or anyone anytime..i already lost someone whom i love veri much...but in e end i gained a realli gd fren i can depend on..seeing him happy is my biggest wish...it pain mi to c him so upset dat period of time..i lost a friend too...i tink i hurt her also..maybe it was all my fault..i m an immature person...in e process, i hurt everybody ard mi including my family too...i juz wan to say dui bu qi...wo bu hui zai zhe yang le...