haiz...juz another day...my nose feel awful...all stuffed up...dunno y my emotions juz suddenly went on tis roller coaster ride today...from moody to happy to troubled ba...i'm a evil gal...maybe i shld go to hell for wat i'm doing now...i don recognise myself anymore...arrrrgh...i juz wan to be myself sometimes...love e pple i wan to love...is dat so difficult..y does everything haf to turn into hatred...where is my happy ending....where...i'm juz an evil gal...i lost my direction...i'm a bad gal.