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Saturday, July 30, 2005

kbox, sakae, gelare

today went ktv wif yun and min sia~~~i miss them so much!!! long time no 3 pple go out together le..hehe..today feels so nice like doing d normal things we haf been doing for years...oh ya and had a freezing time at d amk kbox..yun even joked d room used to contain corpse izit...hahaha...den we sing many songs..surprisingly we onli sang one she song and no fish leong songs...hahahha..looks like our taste r different..fish leong songs so sianz de...den i got sing my fav song...zhu wo shen ri kuai le by landy wen lan....ah...so nice....freezing time sia...and we all too long no train liao...all zou ying liao..hahhahaha...

after dat we went woodlands causeway to library...min was tinkin of a design concept for her project..u noe de larrr...study fashion wan lehhh...mai siao siao..haha...den wu da wu zhuang found one candy book dat she can use one..so she decide to use candy as her concept..which is kinda nice..imagine she made a top and skirt wif candy prints or watever?? dat would be cute...den we went sakae sushi after dat...haha...had plates of sushi and soba and japanese veggie which i dunno wats name..but nice nice lar...dessert was so ex at sakae so we decided to share ice-cream at gelare's instead...hahaha...chocolate and exotic fig..anybody noe wats fig?? we all guess its sometink from a type of tree..oh well it tasted nice and cooling..bit like peppermint..minus d strong pepperish smell...


@ ang mo kio mrt station...


sisters forever...

Friday, July 29, 2005

my last day @ Canon

yeah!!! at this moment i'm officially jobless..yet strange i feel happy..ok maybe i can rest...but i don wanna be too long jobless also..coz veri poor like dat..haha..monday got interview..but dunnno wan to take up d job anot..see first larr...den today gave out my little packets of chocolates for my collegues...i miss them abit larrr...buttt...there's no never ending feast in this world right?? everybody muz "wang qian kan"...hahaha....den after work walked ard habourfront center wif celest and gina...hahaha...bo liao le..but veri fun...they buy some many things at bossini..hahaha..but quite nice larrr..i will miss ya guys wan...=( sobZ..dunno abit wan to cry now le...d way u all make mi laugh after work everyday...haha..all d stress is gone...realli glad to meet u all in Canon ler...


mi and gina...in front of d Canon showroom...haha


this is keppel bay tower...in between runs d cable cars to sentosa...beautiful right/??

as for now..i'm gonna embark on another new journey le...left Canon le..but will always remember d things i learnt there...thankz to patricia my shi fu...dana for sharing her travel stories wif mi...nas for being such a great help..daniel for ur chocolates...sherley too...u r taking over my place..haha..realli glad meeting u for d last 2 days..lastly celest and gina for brightening up my moody days @ Canon.....

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

today is a veri smooth day lehh...din encounter problems at work...at least no major ones..keke...den some more ah qi cum visit mi for lunch at habourfront..wow..i so gang dong ah...haha...thanx arrr...kekeke..went to buy fries, sushi and chips for lunch..den we went to the sea behind my building...veri nice scenery...hahahaha...


i love d sea....

Monday, July 25, 2005

ys went for my first music lesson...i realli got difficulty reading dou ya wen (beansprout lanugauge) the beansprouts refer to d music notes lar...hahaa...lao shi teacher taught mi simple simple wan lar..enuff to sing d song..at first she told mi to sing any part of a song lehh..dunnno wat to sing..so i sing kai shi dong le...by stefanie sun...great choice of song i muz say..haa...at least din realli "zou yin" larr..she juz hear den noe wat mistakes i committed liao...hahaha..she say she noe my weak and strong pts le...

den she taught mi how to warm up my voice first...den how to use d dang tian..hahaha..how to project my voice sia..hahaha..i tink so larrr...coz she say my voice sometimes becum too soft and no power bcoz no use dang tian....hahaha...true true..but she say my chinese hanyu pinyin not bad...hahaha..i tink she refering to d "yao zi" ba...its quite important to pronounce d words properly when u sing..LOL..den also keep correcting my mistakes ahhahaa...wow...siao le..

Sunday, July 24, 2005

wow..so much time passed le...today already d 24th liao...in a month plus i be turning 20 soon...i wonder wat would be my bdae wish this year...i tink i would wish for everyone ard mi to be happy...hahaha...den askin myself..got learn anytink this year mah??? suddenly i also dunno how to ans...hmmmm...i guess lots and lots of things happened esp this year..this year..i finished my poly studies..this year......hahaha..erm and let down alot of pple also..i tink d list is still counting..sometimes ask myself y i so immature..but actually in this process i also learning lmah..learning to stand on my own feet..learnin to take care of myself..learning to love myself and care for my loved ones...learning to look at reality and accept it..dreams someimes r too far-fetched..but u muz haf d courage to pursue it..at least u wont regret...d onli thing i m happy is my music lessons..i finally gathered enuff yong qi to go for my dream...sorriee hui min..maybe language is not realli my thing...music is my love lor..haha..there r things u regret sometimes lor..wish u had done it in a better way...but to conclude..this year is a fruitful one..hahaha...not dat many fruits lar..*coLd*...i be looking forward to the 20th Me....

Saturday, July 23, 2005

juz wanna update u guys out there how m i doing....last 2 days was shit days lor...hated it..stupid work...lucky i'm going to be free nx friday...*clapZ claPz*...today supposed to meet qi to go watch superstar..but she not free leh..sad sia..hahaha...today watched d repeat of superstar...wA...derrick singing so nice leh..maybe he not mature enuff but...i tink hor..if leon and derrick form boyband they will be super POWER leh!!!! hahahaa...and dunno y today hear haagen sing d ah mei song i so touched wor..*crY liao*...hahaha...tink he sang from d his "xin" wan..

so sian so sian so sian...realli cant for wait for my 1st lesson tml sia...and cant wait to meet "aHeM" someBody too....tada~~~~hope everytink is fine...don tok liao...eyes getting sleepy looking at the words on d screen...hee....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hehehe...juz now watched superstar on tv...derrick sang veri well..veri touching..dunnno who is d original singer??? but i already voted for him le..hope he wun be kicked out of d competition..today is a long day...feeling so tired..maybe its d middle of d week ba...battery energy also used halfway liao..2 more days is d weekend le...veri lookin 4ward orh....got lots of activites lined up..hahahaha...time for snooze time liao!!!! ZzZ

Sunday, July 17, 2005

superstars at J8!!!!

today after i watched d repeat telecast of jue dui superstar..d ending got say those kanna revival match will cum to J8 today at 2pm to win votes lor..den is 933 plan wan lar..actually 933 celebrating anniversary...so decided to drag xiangqi go watch...its held at d open plaza there..hahaha...i tink d show already began when we reach there..wa...alot of pple..some more..i so short how to see d stage...but it got better after we found a better postion...(at least tip-toe can see)ha ha. ok lar..those djs were singing..i guess they not bad lar..but most pple were waiting for superstars..can tell from their faces wan..hahahaha..but mi also lar...they left d gd stuff to d end of d show..lucki we were late man..or else muz stand longer...

den d superstars cum out liao lor..wa lau leh..pple were screaming ard us..of coz we not so wuliao scream wif them..my head is spinning..so is xiangqi's...hahaha...esp the young gals behind us..they holding banners..erm..i realli no idea who they supporting...yi xia zi scream kelly name..yi xia zi scream derrick's name..some more they bu swang d superstars din recognise their efforts lor..they wan to attract their attention..but failed to do so..den they scolded lots of vulgar words..jialat...i tink they mad liao...some more we veri kelian..kanna hit by those fans..coz they so violent wif their banners...siao le..lucky nv stand behind them..or sure cannot see anytink..den d superstars nv sing ba..but tok and played games...for us we juz wanted to see them in real person see nice anot...ahahaa...

den after d j8 also went bugis lor..coz i finally go signed up for my singing course le...hehehe..i will be starting nx sun 2.30 - 3.30 slot..personal singer instructor..hehe..den d person also told mi dat i can bring any lyrics or cds or music i was interested..hehehe..so happi le....^^

some of d photos i took of d superstars....heee...











Friday, July 15, 2005

half day leave...

hey today i veri lucki wor...lady luck muz be shining on mi...i told S(i shall not mention her full name) dat i wan to take half day leave and she agreed wor!!!! somemore she's d director d one in charge of all departments...of coz i was delighted!!!! aha..looked forward to going home..half bcoz i was having a veri big headache..and half bcoz i long time no take afternoon nap liao...i now feel super refreshed!!! and some more can escape d meeting after work S is going to hold..heard dat may last until 7 sometink...7 SOMETINK!! no way m i going to sit thru a stern meeting till 7 sometink...anyway 2 more weeks to jobless and freedom...

some photos took when huiling and xiangqi came to visit mi for lunch (tan~ban~)



huiling & me...=)



xiangqi & me....=)

Thursday, July 14, 2005

superstar...

my thoughts about superstar..no doubt is a veri entertaining show to watch..but d way results r caluclated veri disappointing...i tot shld be 50-50 ba..looks more like a fan-voting show...sigh...those gd voices like kelly and derrick kana kicked out...their voice got potential one leh...UNFAIR!!!! HMPH...*jumps ard and shakes fist at d TV screen* GRRRRRR....but nvm i found another potential gal called Chanel..yes if kelly cant make it in d revival round i guess she is d onli gal i m supporting..ahhaha..

reasons see below:

1) She has potential (style, voice)
2) i like d style of her songs....groovy and abit slow rock
3) she's natural.juz being herself. she juz sings her own way ba.
4) i like her voice.hahaha.
5) i like d clothes..not too dressy but stylish-gal way...=)

thumbs up =)

started to believe wat my sister said...for guys match..they r not dat strong ba...
guess they r quite ok lar...quite style..but hairstyle getting identical...hmmm...i supporting derrick..ok he looks kinda young for his age...erm but in terms of voice he is a natural ba....like d way he express his song lor...tink its quite important in singing de...

oh and btw i was quite surprised Leon was d singer for d 3G HP show called tian shi...wo ai ni..or sometink like dat..oh well read d I weekly found dat he's a gd fren of Sly..no wonder..i always tot his dressing resembles dat of someone...

hahaha...oh ya haagen smile veri stunning..as in he 's a cross bred btwn mu chun and jerry yan...veri dazzling..maybe shld star in a toothpaste commercial..

wonder who would be out??? would it be sampathy votes?? idol votes?? or would it be based on real superstar materials?? A battle of talent versus idol-orry...d show is getting more interesting....=)

a long day at work..

today time seem to pass veri fast le...but in the morning actually felt abit unhappy ba...coz started to see the true colours of everybody in my dept...on d surface everybody seem to be at peace wif each other..actually inside alot of internal fighting...i onli wanted to be a spectator onli ah..y becum so complicated??? but its ok la..i do my share of work..juz hope d nx 2 weeks nothing will go wrong lor..i juz recovered from my cold le..veri happy sia...but sad bcoz tml after work muz stay back for meeting so sad..later go home muz alone again liao...=( den juz now go home rain so big..i use my jacket to shelter myself..suddenly feel so alone..so alone...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

virus attack...

i feel ill all over...stupid le...weather suddenly turn so cold...i'm sneezing all over d place..dunno who passed dat stupid virus to mi..i already long time no sick le...last time sick shld be in feb/march ba..dat time is purposely make myself sick one..hahaha..coz dat time angry wif somebody..so din take care of myself..haiz..die le lar..still got 3 more days to weekend..will i survive?? even i go work dunno customers can listen wat i say clearly anot...realli veri sianzzzz

Saturday, July 09, 2005

hee hee...my digi cam...

today was a super ultra tired saturday...esp now i having headache liao...anyway i begin my entry from d start...

today i met xiangqi...den we wanted to go to new places...instead of d places we always went..so we decided to go punggol....haha..so dat means we had to take d train all d way to dobby ghaut and den take d north-east line train all d way to the end...haha...but quite fun la..coz we nv took d train towards punggol direction b4...wat seems a long time we finally reached there liao...walau act quite disappointing...bcoz all we can see is flats and nothing but more construction sites in the distance..which is most disappointing...but don waste mrt fare la..so we took d veri bumpy LRT all d way to a station call Coral Edge...coz d first 2 station tink no hope liao...mei de jiu all flats and trees and land...sad case...den tis station we saw d punggol plaza.....



ha...d outside can see its veri small...den like d shops inside all guai guai wan...wet market la...clinic la..clothes shop got hangten...omg..so we decide to go to d foodcourt to eat d pig organ soup...lucky d soup...quite nice..ha..



after dat went all d way to chinatown...walk and shop b4 stopping at a veri well known food market..den we ate fried carrot cake..xiangqi eat black and i ate white...hai..we always choose d opposite...not bad la..but i tink its d cause of my headache..too heaty...

after chinatown we went HABOURFRONT...hahaha...tis is a scary place lor...sat still muz go back there...but act we went there bcoz there got BIG store...sell cheap electronic goods...but none leh..some more got one digi cam onli $99 and got d word 'camera' written under d screen...funny..of coz we din buy..

we decided to go bugis lor..saw d harbin ice thing...exhabition lai de..but bcoz qi wanted to take photos ba...so we din go in...instead we went back to aljunied to the yin xiang zhi jia buy our digi cam...act quite cheap la...ard $289 for 3 mega pix..i din wan to spend so much on a camera lor...hehee..we got identical Olympus Cameras!!!

anyway on d way home mi and qi already suffering from headaches..wat a day.....-.-

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

bloody tuesday...

arrrgh...today is even a more busy day sia...i had tons of work...but somehow veri fast den lunchtime...but b4 dat i had a little acccident wif d enormous holepuncher...i holepunched my finger!!!! walau....alot of blood sia...i tried to stop d bleeding but kind of no use...realli gave mi a scare!!! coz suddenly i felt veri faint n feel like vomitting...EEEks...its a most horrible feeling sia...like lost too much blood liao...hai wo rush to toilet wif plasters and tissue...hao er xin o...den i got another shock in the mirror...i tink i nv see myself so pale b4...my lips is veri faint pink...scary...lucky at lunch i eat lots of stuff...buy duck noodles wif extra egg...den it got better le..dizziness was almost gone..but i spend d whole afternoon typing wif 3 fingers...sometimes using dat finger...but its so painful...

y m i always so bloody stupid?? haizzzzzz....

Monday, July 04, 2005

stupid monday...

today is a veri busy monday..b4 dat i can predict liao...pat OL mah..dats y..and i tink she so senior..wifout her...i tink d dept is abit stuggling liao...den today i see the selfish side of human nature lo...everybody busy wif their own thing...like no time to care u like dat..how cum like dat...and be hao ren veri difficult..end up doing all d work..haiz...hai wo stay back 10 mins..HMPh...some more cannot claim dat 10 mins..argh...realli hao lei wor...but still enjoy d work..today went home wif Nas, a malay gal from my dept...she's 23 yrs old..i sort of hear alot of bad things bout her at one time...wat always MC on friday and things..but i look at her i noe she is ill ba..she looks sickish..and i tink she shld go and haf a rest..some how d little chat we had on d way home makes mi feel dat she is quite geunine...juz dat those pple mistaken her le ba..she noes wat i'm going thru...hmm...maybe we ard d same age lor..let mi realise one thing....gossip is a fearful thing...ren yan ke wei...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Dream Hp....


My Dream Hp....haixxxx...when can i own this??

Saturday, July 02, 2005

A scary day....

today started out as a fun day??? i met xiangqi at causeway ard 2 plus to get ready for our picnic...we went cold storage to shop haha...buy alot of things..bought alot alot of sushi..haha..12 pcs wan...after dat we took mrt to khatib..where at d shop n save we buy even more stuff like drinks, chicken wings, potato chips and our blueberry bubble tea at d shop across d mrt..haha..its was quite warm..as we walked all d way to d flat opposite xiangqi home..haha..there got place sit mah...but ok lar..got wind...eh..den we began our picnic!!!!!



eating halfway we actually quite enjoy wan..tok abt d things we did during these few days...coz qi left Canon le mah...so actually miss d rubbish we usually tok abt...suddenly a guy walk pass us..veri scary leh..he start toking to us asking our names and age and wat sch we studying ...siao leh..but he din do anytink to us..den we say dat our age 20 lar...den he say don look like..so we said 17 den he believe..siao wan...so we ignored him..den he walked away...



but half an hour later he came back sia!!! d most strange thing is he went up d lift juz now so we presume dat he live the other side of d flat but strange is he came by d stairs on d opposite side!!!! some d lift here is old fashion wan onli stop at 6 floor does dat mean he walked down d stairs from 6th floor? qi guai le....den he start toking to us again..den ask us our names...siao...i couldnt be bothered le..coz i was scared to death..i pretended i was veri interested in my hp..whereas poor xiangqi had to entertain him wif one word ans...ha....some more d guy say he 27 years old..where got like 27...more like 30 sometink...



after dat we realli tink he is pyscho le...and dangerous also..so we walked to ah qi flat downstairs..tinking maybe he wont cum back again...coz is opposite mah...arGh!!! after 1 hour or so i happen to turn my head towards d flat direction...and there HE IS!!!! he came walking down d stairs!!! OMG!@#@*(&^ i tot i was seeing things leh..i started to nudge xiangqi dat he came back..but by d time we managed enuff courage he was GONE!!!!we started to get pretty nervous..but din realli occur to us dat we shld run...after a while suddenly qi saw him walking in the direction to us...but it was too LATE!!! we couldnt move an inch....juz stared dumbfounded at him..whereas he sat down and tok to us..siao wan de..say wat u all shld study more and things...siao de..and even ask will we be here again nx sat...
lucky he walked away also..smiling at us..pyCHOOOOO!!!!!



after dat also got one old ah pek keep looking at us when he passed by..even got a distance also turned back his head and look...how i wish i wan to poke his eye..siao de..some more xiangqi say he got his hand inside his clothes or sometink..like holding weapon...scary...maybe haf gun or knife..oh don blame us...we juz scared to death le...after went up xiangqi home sit sit..whereas calming our nerves..ard 9 made my way home safely...wat a day!!!!!!

somehow i din realli slp well last nite..i actually got up at 5 or 6 plus...juz like i was getting up for work...argH...i mus be crazy!! even on a friday nite i tink i mus be too stressed up to sleep well..i feel out of sorts...flipping uneasy...tried to remind myself there is a wonderful sat to look 4ward to and i guess i fell into many strange and vague dreams..waking up to find dat its sat again...and wildly dunno wat to do wif myself...sometimes will get fed up wif myself..haf u dat feeling b4...it annoys u dat u r not behaving and thinking normally...its juz u looking at urself..looking at d things u r doing...shaking ur head and saying pathetic but cant seem to stop urself from doing silly littl things..on a sat like this i feel suffocated and trapped and drugged..my brain now is not functioning properly..i feel a dull ache behind my head...

stupid.

Friday, July 01, 2005

another flipping start of a weekend...wahahaha...i like d feeling when u cum back home and u do not need to worry abt nx day working..i like d feeling of sleeping in late and waking up early...YEAH....but wat shall i do tml...tink be going picnic wif xiangqi ba..

juz changed my fav song le...its huang yi da song..=)

waiting...waiting....=(