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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Madagascar

today met up wif Gor...haha..Gor veri gd wor..treat mi to watch Madagascar..haha...veri funny wor..although alot of kids watching..wah quite surprised to see the whole place is packed wif pple...right till d first row sia!!! not bad lar..d movie no stress mah..so keep laughing and laughing..haha...

actually supposed to treat Gor wan..but his auntie treating him ba..haha..nvm..den maybe i treat him another time ba...haha..

to Gor: if u readin this..juz wan to thanx u and mi veri happy ah..thanx for cheering mei up...stay in contact ba...haha.

suddenly feel dat i came back to reality from d cartoon..got lots of work to do tml...dats it for today...haha...

busy saturday..

ys was quite busy....in d morning i went to meet xiangqi..haha...coz wanted to buy present for a fren mah...we bought a jacket from manmaster..den xiangqi veri thoughtful wor...she suggested buying a piece of cake to go wif d present..haha...not bad lar..d cake is from four leaves..den we wanted to put d present outside our fren's house...but then b4 we reached his house..xiangqi got veri giddy and stomachache o..veri cham...so i bought some medicine for her...fortunately...she recover veri fast ba..haha..our fren house veri far away wor..tink at least walk 15-20 mins ba..funny le..we snooping ard like theives..but veri exciting wor..nv got caught..wat if he suddenly cum out and water his plants?? haha...

den xiangqi invited mi to her house to sit..haha..there she treated mi alot of things sia..got ice cream got biscuits..got drinks...wa...xiangqi ar, u tryin to make mi fat ar??? haha...but nvm lar..haha...thank u thank u...den we watched vcds together lor..after dat played PS..haha..veri fun wor..but dunno y i keep losing in racing..i tink i got better talent in fighting...don u tink so?? haha...

after dat at nite went
Gor's birthday party..haha..too bad was feeling too ill to eat anytink...but d cake was nice however...

Friday, May 27, 2005

feeling so tired!!!!!! i tink i could slp for d whole weekend..i wish i could..but its obvious i got alot to do ba...today is a busy day at office..d usual..was anwsering calls and taking orders like crazy...i can onli say Oracle is a lousy system..i actually took 20mins to finish an order when usually i take one min to complete it...sianZ man!!! den somemore a few days back i tink i chose d wrong address for d order...haiz...so hai d delievery man went to d wrong place..opps..cant blame mi..citibank leh..so many citibanks in s'pore..how i noe mah..sian le...*pouts...

but sometink juz struck mi dat tis job realli need to be veri responsible lor..haiz..i tink pat is right...tis job will shape mi up for my real job lor...coz i learned alot of comm skills hahaha..how to communicate properly wif customers also..so many office politics also...but i chose not to get involved...partly i'm a newbie and its not my business to interfere also...haha...

anyway looking forward to tml..need attend
Gor's birthday buffet..wonder its going to be fun over there?? but lately i seem not to like this social gatherings...like to zibi also..hope its going to be fun ba...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

tired day's of work..

i feel so tired today..today's work was quite slack in afternoon..once it reached 4pm system was up..i was busy again!! so many orders to key in...i felt like i had to speed up lor..but gd mah..at least i noe my potential liao..hahaha..but gd mah..at least time pass veri fast..i'm waiting for you...waiting for you..waiting for my weekend!!!! i wanna go play le...at least i noe i worked hard...now i need to play hard le..or else i will go crazy..hahaha...

tink i long time no so ren zhen do my job le...kinda remind mi when i was younger...quiet and hardworking..pUkE!!..hahaha....anyway yanting is joining mi at Canon nx friday...looking forward to her arrival..hee hee...^^*

Monday, May 23, 2005

today went many places wor...coz i went wash d thailand trip photos first...den lady told mi it would be ready onli at 4pm...sigh..so instead of heading back home..i went out by myself..sometimes going shopping alone can realli destress lor..buy watever u wan to buy wifout frens nagging ard...hahaha...=) went jurong pt...haha...u may call mi siao..but i dunno ley..suddenly got d urge to go also...along d way look at d scenery outside d window..began to tink of many things dat happened to mi in a year...

tink i haf changed for d better ba...meaning improved...coz mi one year ago still veri unserious lor..keep playing ard..din realli bother about studies and stuff...den handle relationships like friendships also veri la ta...maybe i forgot to care about pple's feelings ba..i juz wan to do wat i wan to do...but tink i hurt alot of pple in d process..although i tink i still haf a long way to go..tis stubborn character wont go away dat easily..and dat temper of mine...still veri bad lor...

den buy many things also...all small small things...b4 i went home and conclude my 3 days of holidays r over!!!!!! arghhh..i gotta face d horrible music tml...oh no~ i'm so sad....=(

Sunday, May 22, 2005

white dress...

today i went out wif jiahui to buy another person's present..lately i found dat i'm broke bcoz i keep buying pple's present...i'm BROKE!!! we went bugis junction and walked ard...walked until our legs becum sore le..but cant find one dat could fit my budget..so we decided to go orchard hmv look for d present...haha..finally found d present le...which i can afford and i like it myself also..haha..i also bought a long sleeved shirt for myself..for office wear..it looked kind of causual also..great bargain at $10...ha...

den we went bishan coz i wanted to look at white dress i realli liked in P.O.A...veri nice wor..but d price even nicer...haiz...$58...-_-|||..omg..i wan to faint liao..but d dress realli veri nice esp d bottom part...haiz..tink i haf to give up my dream le...maybe i shld leave it on my wishlist...anybody rich enuff buy for mi??? sigh....=(

by evening we all got sometink at bishan...haiz..maybe in d first place shld cum here le...haha...den jiahui veri gd wor..took mi to coffee bean and treat mi pure chocolate drink..nvm..i shall treat her back tml..haha..


jiahui, thanx for ur chocolate...=)



pure chocolate...^^*

Saturday, May 21, 2005

today went out wif ah qi to look for somebody present..aiya but we realli dunno wat to buy for him..so din buy...hmm..den we go eat long john lor...haha...today juz feels like going back to d days when i din haf job...so shiok!!!! i like and realli enjoy d freedom i haf ...so cool..later still can go slp wor...haha...

today also hear d song by jolin tian kong..finally manage to hear it...part of d lyrics so meaningful...

suddenly feel veri sad after hearing d song..maybe its a reflection of d past ba...haiz..but d lyrics r veri true..i guess many of us haf felt like the lyrics b4 ba...alot of memories juz appeared...many pple..many things...

Friday, May 20, 2005

third day of my work...starting to get d hang of it...bcoz i'm slow learner...and i tend to absorb things veri slowly...maybe i'm juz more blur den normal pple...hahaha...den i tink i made a mistake today opps...sssshhh..but nobody noes about it...and even if customer complains nobody will noe..anyway even if customer complain i should own up also...d more u try to hide problems..d more they will surface..nvm...making mistakes are gd..at least i learned...

today ate lunch wif pw again...mei ban fa...who ask my schedule like dat??? den he intro mi a fren of his..also working at PSA..haha..wow ...cool leh..he study IT at PSA...and also a graduate like us..haha..

so happy weekend's here..and its a long 3 days...coolios!!! i can play i can slp i can haf fun!!! sounds crazy..but i starting to cherish any weekends i get!!! bcoz life is getting more stress by d day....sigh...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i feel veri sad after watching ah wang show....i wish they would end up happily..but i noe they wont..coz i looked at d synopses le..haiz..y cant there will a fairy tale ending for everybody in tis world..y muz there be sad endings....i veri sad de...=(..today had to adjust to working life again...felt d strain and stress again..i noe i got slight asthma in d past..so whenever i stress or i do sports i will get more breathless den other pple...tis is wat i'm feeling rite now...yet i don wan to worry other pple..so i choose to write here...i feel scared...i scared to make mistakes in my work..today and tml is onli training..i sense a tough 3 mths ahead.....haiz......depressed.........

today is my first day of work at harbourfront canon...i m so tired!!!!! i juz wan to slp..but i got a million things i haven do at home...haha...so cannot slp yet...today juz watched my mentor do things..i call her my mentor..coz she is helpful lady who teach mi alot of things..but seriously i don haf any confidence leh..coz d job like veri difficult...

lucky got xiangqi ard leh..haha...thanx a million for taking care of mi!!! hahahaa....and happy to see yarling too...now everyday haf to be an office gal le....8.30 to 5.30...wa..shiok...vesak day on monday..i can haf a long weekend le...!! coolios!!!

den today also got d chance eat lunch wif peiwen aso...coz he working at PSA...haha...not bad not bad..hope can eat lunch together again tml..coz my lunch hour diff from yarling and xiangqi but at least can go work together...hope tml is a better day....god bless...:P

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

work!!!!

hee..today is a lucki day for mi..coz tml will be my first day of work..hmm..its a admin temp job for 3 mths..at habourfront..but i'm ok wif dat...beats sitting ard at home rite??

yanting accompanied mi to go agency to collect time sheet today..actually is want to find job together..but nvm lor..i took her wif mi to agency..hope she find job soon ba...haha...den we went bishan for lunch lor..ate mos burger...den shopped ard...i helped yanting to pick up lip gloss lor..the fasio gal recommended her alot of colors..but tink she took d twinkle pink in d end..nice leh..too bad i din haf much money..we also bought some foundation..nice nice..haha...but ended up spending alot of money..yanting also buy make up case..wow...tis gal is growing up fast..keke..

den we walked ard...suddenly saw someone waving at us....surprised to see Eugene working there...haha...cool...juz chatted and catch up wif him...seems interesting working there...after shopping..we went to yanting's house to look at her rabbit Brownie and hamster xiao bai...haha..cute leh...thanx to yanting for letting mi play in ur house leh...veri fun...hehe..the way brownie jumped ard veri scary...haha...yanting, gd luck in ur job search...
hope to hear gd news from you soon..haha...



yanting's hamster, xiao bai...



yanting's rabbit, Brownie...

Monday, May 16, 2005

my room...

Spend half of today cleaning up my room...wa seh..i din noe i had so much stuff b4?? it took mi ard 3 hours to clear up my desk and cabinets..i had so much as 6 bags of rubbish?! i tink d pile of rubbish scared my ma...haha...i tink d dust on my table is so thick..dat it took alot of tissues to clear up...but seeing my room now is spick and span its all worth it....lalala..

while cleaning up my room..contacted d agency about my job..hmmm...she say d company was buzy...so might haf to wait for a while...but she be recommending a job in DBS...haiz..i hope i get a job soon...its getting realli bored at home...yAwNz....

Thursday, May 12, 2005

hee..todae i went harbourfront to meet Xiangqi for lunch...wow...was juz sitting down in d mrt when i saw Huimin!!! which is totally a surprise man..so qiao leh!!!! lucky got her accompany mi to dobby gaut le...as Xiangqi came out late..so we went to mac for lunch le...after we ordered...den i opened up my wallet to find out dat i onli had $2 wif mi!!! argh...lucky my other purse still got some small change...phew..i onli noe i was shocked by my wallet!! lol..

as we decided to go swimming tml...Xiangqi needed to buy swimming suit..coz she din haf one...so we went after her work...haha..mi waited for her lor..realli boliao nothing to do...walked ard..picked up a mag and read it for 2 hours in d food court near cruise centre...after which i found a quiet area near the sea...stood there for a long time..ok tis sounds wierd..but long time din see the sea le..it looks kind of calm and occasionally small ferrys cruised by...up in d sky u could see alot of cable cars...wow..if at nite sure veri nice de...

finally waited finish for Xiangqi le...we went off together...including Yarling..hehe..long time no see her too...den mi and Xiangqi went causeway in search for d swimming suit..but at last she bought one..design quite nice...haha...be looking forward to tml...


the sea....

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

....feeling double sianZ wor...today called up agency...agency says haf to wait till end of tis week..coz d boss has been out since last week!!!! cheat mi of my feelings so kelian..anyway i'm not eliminated yet!!! hehe..tis is wat d agency said...so i m still in d race!!! hmm...juz watch finish ai qing he yue....

ai shi mei you he yue de!!!! remember!!!!

Monday, May 09, 2005

i mean seriously...i'm going to scream mad soon if i don get out of this house soon....grrr...ys went to watch House of Wax wif Yun...hmmm...kinda gross show...so mi and yun stayed under d our jackets most of d time...juz don wan to visit d market nx time..don wan c those raw meat...ew ew...

bad mood le...i juz hate myself...=(

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world!!!!! actually quite ashamed to say...i din buy anytink for ma...coz i was hoping dat i would get a job b4 Mothers day..but sadly no...i juz haf to wait until i get my job den use my first salary to treat my mother....i tink it would be a better present to her dat i haf a stable job?? anyway this 2 days haf been raining non-stop..weather so cool...:)

Friday, May 06, 2005

today is a tiring day...i noe y i so tired le...ys nite i dreamt i was working attachment at a toy store...funny hor...i do IT de leh...y suddenly working at toy store...d details i still can remember...so i tink hor..i realli tired myself out le...my eyes keep wanting to close like dat...but b4 i close my eyes...i briefly write about wat i did today...

today morning i send out more job applications...i m veri sick and tired of looking out for jobs...but bcoz i m veri stubborn..i wont give up until i found one!!! aha~~
den call d agency to discuss abt d interview i had on tuesday...they also say by monday they will let mi noe d results....-.-

today went to find ah qi eat lunch...coz if i don eat lunch wif her...she will eat bread alone..so cant bear the tot of it..so juz ate mac wif her...xiangqi r u touched??? wahahahhaa...after dat den went out wif yanting mei to buy present for a person whose name i wont mention here..wahahaha...happily guessing everybody...ha...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

hmm...today is a normal day as usual..continue to wait for replies from job applications..wait until i veri sianz le...so todae went library return some books as well as head off to harbourfront to pei xiangqi eat lunch...on d train...alot of memories floated back....kind of miss ipp also...gd memories..bad memories..haha..mostly gd ba...



d train i used to take when i go attachment...


den took xiangqi to d hawker center to eat lunch..eating bread is not veri healthy hor..haha...although its a short 1 hr...but enjoyed today lunch ba...coz miss d food there and my ice milo...haha....



xiangqi eating...haha...


juz checked my results...actually quite surprised de...tot my results shld be quite bad...coz i din realli tried hard enuff...haha...but nvm...at least nv fail can le...hehe...^^*

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

hope i get d job...hope i get d job.....*pray hard and lost in thoughts...*

Monday, May 02, 2005

todae went to accompany xiangqi to buy shoes...haha..coz she going to start work tml...wow..wish her best of luck leh..she seem to be veri scared...hmm..if its mi, i would be scared too..her workplace is at harbourfront...wa..my attachment workplace also at harbourfront...hmm..xiangqi bie pa!! work hard..i will c u at lunch tml.....=)



wa seh...we r supermodels!!! hair blow ah blow......



playing on d swing...=)



fat face...